WaRkAH BerLAgu PiLU

Assalamualaikum w.b.t,

Permulaan harini dengan airmata..ya..masanya telah tiba..dia akhirnya akan meninggalkan daerah ini..menetap di daerah asing mengikut kekasih hatinya..

Sungguh kalau ditanya secara jujur, aku tidak bisa melepaskannya..tidak mampu sebenarnya..tapi apakan daya..dia pergi kepada yang lebih berhak..

Saat aku tarik dirinya dalam pelukan, dia memujuk syahdu..mengarahkan agar air jernih ini kubendung..namun perasaan yang terlalu kuat itu mendesak sehingga aku gagal mengikut kemahuannya itu…aku sedar, dia juga bergenangan….

Kini..daerah ini semakin sepi… sepi tanpa adanya dia…tanpa tawa riangnya…sepi tanpa gurau sendanya…sepi tanpa peluk ciumnya..kerana setiap hari setiap malam pasti akan ada ‘hadiah istimewa’ itu untukku..(walau aku selalu mendapatkan semua itu dari kekasih hatiku) namun semua itu tetap tidak sama dengan sesuatu darinya….

Pergilah sayang..kerana hijrahmu kali ini adalah untuk dia..dia syurgamu..jagalah hatinya sebaik mungkin..jagalah hubungan ini walau sepayah mana..kerana itu adalah rencah dalam hidup kita di dunia yang hanya sementra ini…

Ketahuilah bahawa aku akan sentiasa mendoakan kebahagiaanmu...ketahuilah bahawa susah payahmu adalah wajib untuk aku ketahui…ketahuilah bahawa aku sentiasa akan merinduimu..sungguh…aku terlalu menyayangimu syang…

Wassalam..

Yang terlalu menyinta,

Ur loveLy SiStEr a.k.a AnYah

 

For my sweetheart…im gonna miss you…..really…

IT’S TIME TO MOVE ON

Assalamualaikum w.b.t,

 Lamanya tak menjenguk yea..sowi blog…quite bz lately..makanya dikau kutinggalkan tanpa berita. Actually, takde idea nk tulis pun, ye gak..macam tak tahu nak merepek pe..dari cerita yang bukan-bukan..better jangan tulis langsung…huhuu

 Ok..mukadimah settled.. J

 Dearie blog & visitor…

Yeah.. its time to move on..after 3 years, now, I have to take one step further..

Even its damn hard for me to make this decision, but I know, for my own sake, for my family sake, I must do this..

 Yup…its always for good and hopefully barakah Allah will always be with me wherever I go.

With heavy heart, i’ll leave everyone and everything here…

 Its sad..its hard…really, but I believe there are thousands and millions wisdom behind it. Thinking about new place, new people, new environment, new surrounding makes me feel afraid and sometimes down…just imagine I’m like a new born baby who really know nothing…new task, new challenges, new colleague, new leader..waa….how am I suit myself there? I might feel lost all the time or perhaps sometimes..but again..the time has come for me to leave…and the time for me to give a try at new place and pace..

 Would I be able to do my job efficiently? Would I be able to perform? Can I be as the best as I do here? Insyallah…just…let time decide…I pray to Allah..may Allah simplify everything..may the steps that I take is the right one and really pray that its happen for the best, amin…

 For all frenz and colleagues, thanks for your support, your advice, your help, guidance and due respect shown to me throughout the time that we spent together. I really appreciated it and always remember one thing, your presence leaves an impression in my heart and I will cherish our memory together…hope we can still be frenz forever and do keep in touch..

 Till then, thanks for everything and I apologize for any mistake I’ve done to you (intentionally or not). Its really an awesome time I spent here and im very happy to be part of the family. The friendship that we build together was something that I can’t forget about forever in my life.

 I pray hard that I’ll get such a frenz like u all in my coming new place…really hope that everything gonna b fine..Ya Allah, I seek your mercy…bless me...Amin.

 

- Wassalam -